Can’t remember….

Can’t remember the last time
I was happy for more than
just a few minutes…

Can’t remember the last time
I didn’t want to see the blood
pouring from my skin…

Can’t remember the last time
I slept without the nightmares
waking me up…

Can’t remember the last time
I felt safe in your arms
listening to your heart…

I have always been a mess.
I have always been so lost.
I have always wanted to end it all.

And I deserve every scar I have given myself.

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